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Writer's pictureKeith Accisano

Tekizai, Son of Heaven

(These are chapters 1 and 2 of a 7-chapter poem, currently still in progress, called "Tekizai, Son of Heaven." "Tekizai" is a Japanese word which means something like "the right man for the job" or "chosen man.")



Chapter 1: Divine Will


Two hundred years ago today 

On Asian island shore,

Unfolds the tale of Tekizai, 

A man some said was born to die, 

Whose fate men cursed and called awry,

For heaven smote him sore.


Ten years and five was Tekizai 

Before his griefs began. 

A fisher's son, who loved the sea, 

With all its might and mystery, 

He promised well a man.


Ten years and five was Tekizai 

Before his fortune failed.

His father then had found a maid

named Yoko, whom her family bade

To go to Tekizai in trade

for certain sums detailed. 


The night before the lucky moon

which marked the wedding day

A fire razed the bridegroom's home

And swept his hopes away.


What panic from the piercing bell! 

What smoke, lit from below! 

The choke of ash and ember red

Blew all about Tekizai's bed

Like flakes of hellish snow.


His father, and his mother too

were lost to heaven's will. 

And Tekizai himself was scarred

But him it did not kill. 


The raging wreck took all he had

And maimed his face and hands. 

No wealth was left to Tekizai

And sight he kept in but one eye

Which wept for his poor plans. 


For Yoko, at her father's word

did break the wedding trust.

"An evil destiny" thought she,

"Brought harm to him, and may to me,

or strike my soul to dust."


His former friends now called him cursed 

His deformed frame they fled. 

And ever anon, some wag would cry

“The gods have judged that Tekizai

To live alone with sea and sky

And make his boat his bed.”


For naught was left to Tekizai

Save one boat by the shore.

Thus he sought solace on the sea,

Where none could see his face and flee

Or taunt him anymore. 


And in the ashes of his house

The outcast made his den.

Rebuilt with bits of wood and stone

A shelter where he dwelt alone

And heard the waves’ monotonous moan

Away from eyes of men. 


Ere half a year from flames had passed 

Fair Yoko's match was found. 

A man who dressed in scarlet thread

And in his mansion made his bed,

Not hated, but renowned.


And once upon a rural road

By chance or divine will

The two men met within the way

As they came 'round a hill. 


No contrast could be greater 

Than such wealth, and weary rags

The smooth skin of an easy life

The tortured scars of death and strife

Marked out the men like flags. 


And Tekizai, who would not speak 

Did see his rival sneer 

And scoff at hands and face so scarred

And thank the gods he was not marred:

Too much in heaven's high regard

To feel fate so severe. 


The rich man crushed the cripple's heart

While heaven, mute, looked on. 

At just that moment, Tekizai, 

Who swore that he would rather die, 

Beheld a band of samurai 

Some journey then upon. 


Provoking them with voice and eye

He swore and drew them in,

Then dared one to unsheathe his sword

And cut him, nave to chin.


The samurai, offended much 

Would each have had their turn

Had not their leader intervened 

And cursed the madman for a fiend 

Which all his men should spurn.


They beat him, but held off their swords, 

As from unworthy blood. 

"Not fit to fight or fall is he" 

Said their commander scornfully

"So leave him in the mud." 


That thing they did, and Tekizai

did crawl back to his hole.

The bruises on his face he washed

But not those on his soul.





Chapter 2: Intertwining Fates


Away across the seas of time

Rolled on the outcast's days.

'till thirty years his eye had seen

Though little he cared what passed between

His past and present ways. 


And yet one change, like springtime sun

Did warm his winter sky.

A certain youth, in these late years

who cared not for the townsfolk's fears

was known to linger by the piers

And talk with Tekizai.


This boy was Ishin, Yoko's son

Who found no joy in wealth, 

But ever to the silent sea

So full of might and mystery

He stepped away by stealth.


And Tekizai, although his heart

was hard as ancient stone,

Spoke always kindly to the boy

And felt no more alone. 


For never did the cripple come

or anchor boat to shore

But that Ishin was waiting there

To speak of sailing more.


One evening, Ishin, running fast,

In waning sun not high,

Came not to speak of fish or tides

Or depths where deep behemoth hides

But rather panting, held his sides

and shouted "Tekizai!"


"A stranger in the town square stands 

Like none have seen before!

His skin like lotus petals pale

His eyes like rounded eggs of quail

His coat in folds like padded mail

Come see this thing of lore!"


Up and away the odd pair went 

Ishin and Tekizai

The sons of two opposing fates

Passed empty streets and stalls and gates

While all the town ran by. 


For everyone, from first to last

Would see the foreign man. 

The two could only pass the crowd

Because shrewd Ishin cried aloud 

That Tekizai, with curse endowed 

Would burn them and their clan. 


And ere too long, the pair could stand

As close as they would dare.

They saw the man with eyes so round

And lo! He spoke, with stammering sound

In accent strange, with look profound 

To all those in the square. 


"My name is Jon, new friends of mine! 

May all you have increase! 

Doctor I am, from a distant land

Under a certain king's command

There called the Prince of Peace." 


"I have good gifts and medicines

Which I would share with all, 

And words of wisdom from this book" 

(which out from strange-sown bag he took) 

"To bless the poor and small."


Straightway he held his book aloft;

And likewise raised his voice:

"The spirit of the Lord in me

Proclaims the year of liberty,

And bids the brokenhearted be

Set free from all their misery! 

Let those who mourn rejoice!" 


A murmur in the crowd arose

Yet none these words received. 

From such outlandish tongue and dress 

They could not be believed. 


Seeing his hearers unconvinced

Jon spoke, "friends, let me stay;

Let me earn trust within one home

If all else keep away." 


The noise throughout the crowd did grow

And some began shout

"This is an evil spirit's form

That preys on the devout. " 


"A tengu from the mountains come

Or yokai from the mist, 

Or else an oni from the graves

Where men and demons tryst." 


In blind and superstitious fear

Such things they said and more

Until Ishin to Jon did dash, 

(Which turned poor Yoko pale as ash) 

And silence did implore. 


"Let this man stay with Tekizai 

and cursed with cursed abide!"

So spake the youth beyond his years 

And bundled up the townsfolk's fears

In one dark hole to hide.


A chorus of approval rose

Though Tekizai was shocked. 

But ere he could protest such stay

All other doors were locked. 


The square did clear for nervous fear;

While Yoko swept her son. 

Meanwhile her husband standing by

Cast looks at Jon with a trembling eye

And with his flowing robes did try

To leave, but not to run. 


Then only Jon and Tekizai, 

Like two lost birds remained.

Strange Jon in peace put out his hand

And said "good sir, with you I'll stand

And count a good friend gained."


But Tekizai gave answer not. 

With one good eye he glared. 

His burned hands stayed within his coat

And all fair words stuck in his throat

While Jon stood, shoulders squared. 


For Jon was not afraid of scars

Nor harms of any kind.

So strange was this to Tekizai

From whom the very dogs did fly

That he relented by and by

And spoke his skeptic mind:


"What man you are I do not know, 

If you be man at all.

Yet many a year, I've known no friend

(Save Ishin, whom the gods did send)

Therefore this way, and homeward tend,

Though home be but a stall."


Then Jon picked up his bags and laughed

"a stall works well for me! 

My Lord was born with lesser show 

Of hospitality." 


That night, and seven nights beyond

In Tekizai's rude shed

The doctor Jon said sundry prayers

And then laid down his head. 


By day he stood within the square

and spoke from his strange book. 

He offered too, his medicines

But few were used or took. 


And Tekizai was well amazed

For he despised all gods. 

He knew not what had caused his fate-

Could hardly tell which gods to hate-

Yet felt stung by their rods. 


Yet many nights, at his request, 

Before Jon stayed or slept,

The outcast bade the doctor read

The book from which he took his creed

With all its hope for those in need

And joy for those who wept. 


And night by night, a tempest grew 

Within the wounded heart. 

The howling gale did rend and wail

At hopes that tried to start. 


Yet night by night, he listened still

And still the tempest grew.

Until the last night of Jon's stay

The raging storm broke through. 


"The son of heaven came" said Jon 

"To seek and save the lost.

He works all ills and fates for good;

He bore our curse upon the wood

and counted not the cost."


Like steam amid the blacksmith's works

when water finds the flame

So Tekizai's own anger smoked,

and ancient bitterness was stoked

with fifteen years of shame.


"A son of heaven! Who is he?"

(The words were hot with scorn!)

What loss of mine could he restore?

And yet you say my curse he bore?

Strange then, for fifteen years or more

He's left me lone to mourn. 


For what has Heaven had for me

save wrath and troubles grim?

Man! If you serve a god of fate 

I want no more from him!"


Then Tekizai no more could speak

But turned to hide his face.

And Jon, who saw his words repelled

Made silent prayers for grace. 


The morning next, in azure gloom

Jon packed his things to leave.

By vessel bound across the bay

To other towns he'd make his way,

But not before he kneeled to pray,

"May Tekizai believe." 



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